Hugo Boss NO. 6

I hate saturdays. I don't know what to do. My parents make me nervous when they are around. It's like, they're always watching me...DUM DUM DUM i can still smell his perfume. It smells even better now, because you know, sometimes, you gotta leave it for awhile...then you can really REALLY smell it. My plan after IB, (well...my parents' plan) is to get in one of the 3 universities that currently accept IB diploma. BUT, if that doesn't work, i might go to a beaty school, seriously. No joke. Ok... i just talked to my friend in malaysia and he said people are already starting to apply to universities and colleges and stuff. I haven't done anything yet. Should i freak out? can i take a year off? what would happen? i mean, i could find a part time job or something. right? i mean, nothing serious. maybe a year would be too long. at least 6 months. I mean, i do need money. and my parents are not gonna 'throw' away their money in my face right? valentine's day is coming. yippie. i have the feeling that something bad is gonna happen. but, watever. i'm just gonna concentrate on myself. i mean, if other people treat me like shit, so why shouldn't i treat myself well? life is too short to be depressed all the time i guess. i haven't talked to him for a day and a half. that sux.